Bury Your Fucking Secrets

have you ever hated someone so much, you just can’t stand it? you just cannot fathom how ignorant and self-involved this person is? i can’t imagine how she got to be the way she is. it’s disgusting, utterly disgusting the way she goes around saying she hates these people, when she is exactly like them. she is exactly fucking like them!! she always said it and she didn’t know she was really just talking about herself. she’s always writing this fucked up autobiography, every single day is just a new chapter, but she just can’t face it, or maybe she only refuses. well, she knows now. i told her. i fucking told her and i didn’t mean to but sometimes these things just happen. i almost feel sorry for her. but then there i go again. that’s the whole problem. that’s the entire fucking problem, back to where it all began, this loathing, this hatred, i can’t stand it. she’s so completely obsessed and conceited she couldn’t face it, but no more. she’s going to stop talking. she doesn’t want to be this thing, this monster that she has so blindly created. no more speaking. she is mute. but she’s not. she only wishes. because she is being that monster now. i want her to shut up. make me shut up.